Day off Today

        Today i mainly just chilled.  I played a whole shit load of fifa, got really high, and played some 5 handed deep stacked sng live.  The 5 stacked action was pretty fun i ran pretty well and lets face it when h-wigget runs well im damn near unstoppable.  My only true competition at the table Jason got raped early and lost over 3/4 of his stack.  That neutralized probably the best sng player at that shit show of a table.  I ended up accumulating over 3/4 of the chips in play while heads up before i took a break to blaze.  After that i dominated my boy spoons and took down the 70 dollars.  I could use all the cash in the world right now weed is fuckilng expensive.
           Tomorrow i plan on watching Germany win the Euro Cup, rail my boy pizz in the sunday majors (he’s playing really well now like up 6k this week), and then working on my poker game as well.  Hopefully get a decent session in as well.  ight im out 1 love

Recently Watched Movies:
Bad Boys 2: 1/5
You Don’t Mess with the Zohan: 3.5/5 (awful lines, but adam sandler is unbelievable)

He’s Back

   H-wigget is back, im feeling really good right now.  Just watched two CR vids a .50/1 leakfinder vid and the WCGrider vid at .10/.25 cash.  I also watched a good hour of daniels vids on live fr cash games.  I also ended up playing .10/.25 and logged in about 400 hands.  I know it wasnt a big session by anymeans but it was a productive one.  Winning about 70 bucks at that limit was exactly what the doctor ordered.  I have been on tilt for the past week online and all i needed was a good session.  I did feel a little on tilt at times and it was difficult focusign at such small stakes but i survived.  Now im a bout to go smoke a blunt.

Change or Die

     The past few days have been very interesting.  I’ve become sort of a punk if u will.  Almost a pothead, almost a drunk.  And yesterday was a little slice of heaven and a little slice of hell.  Me and a few friends decided to to get drunk and pull a jim lahey day and drink at 2:30 pm and then get high as fuck.  Unfortunately for me this included a fight between tiggles and mezzio, and my mom discovering my drinking and pot smoking.  What i figured is that they dont really care, my dad just wants me to get my act together.  And doesnt want me going back to akron. 
      Today i realized that i should get my act together.  Focus and work at what i love which is poker.  I should forget the booze and drugs for atleast the next 6-7 hours and put in a few good hours of training.  I will do this later in a few hours then maybe blaze and get my buzz.  However i feel i should begin to get my life back in order.  Get in shape, eat better, i am a total mess right now.  I’m on the verge of becoming a diabetic and having liver cancer.  I could die in 3 years if i dont change up.  And i really dont want to go into the great unknown right now.  But then  again i could die anytime and anywhere and i dont want to die full of regrets.  Death is certain in life and until i wake up i will always regret my wasted life.

Recently Watched Movies
Kung Fu Panda- 3/5

Okay

            So i tried playing monday on the internet and played a decent little session.  Played for around tres horas and won about i dunno a non substantial amount.  What i have really been doing this week is getting stoned.  I have declared this week off for me just to reboot my mind and play amazing poker.  Oh and to also get used to getting stoned.  Its so fucking embarrassing when people complain i “niggerlip” the blunt or dutch or whatever the fuck they call it.  I mean today i smoked 2 blunts and i was completely fucked up.  I dont know but when i get fucked up and am around people i go crazy.  I mean granted i couldnt really walk straight which i dont think is usual when getting high.  This kid sdot told me i was zonked or something.  I mean i was mad fucked up.  My friend tiggles never wanted to talk to me and kicked me out of his house.  He thinks im mad annoying when i get high.  Cause when i ask too many questions.  When really im just trying to start conversation.  I dunno what im a do tomorrow prolly watch Germany destroy Hamit Altintop’s Turkish martars , then hopefully get high and then go cash at that berlin tournament.  This cat spoons gave me 10:1 odds on cashing tomorrow.  I guarenntee i will.  1 love

Recently Watched Movies
American Beauty- 5/5
In Bruges- 5/5
Be Kind Rewind- 1/5

Last two days

        Alright the past few days have been filled with live poker.  I played two sessions both yesterday and today.  Yesterday i lost about 50 of pizzles nmoney and i felt awful about it. Yet there was nothing really i could do.  I played basically 4 hours with 4 kids that had no idea wtf they were doing, usually i love playing with those kids but yesteray was awful.  They never showed down hands even when they were supposed too so i never had a read on any of them (i real substancial read)  i mean i had feelings with all of htem but it would have been better to get real affirming evidence of the kids.  On top of that i caught nothing.  I had about 40 suited connectors and never flopped a draw.  Let alone a major hand like AA or KK yesterday.  I didnt pick up shit.  And after i lost i even told pizzle im done for a few weeks.  And i wanted to focus onlijne that was the plan.
      Yet today i woke at 2:30 to pizzle yelling at him for i guess not giving him jasons number at 7 am when i must have been sleeping.  Very annoying and troubling because i hate when people yell at me.  Which leads me to believe a lot of prank calls. So i got my first satellite for my 150$ tourney on july 26th today.  Which had a pretty decent turn out and ended up awarding the only seat to Jeff Hoyt who will be a great player in the tourney.  I cant wait for my main event its kind of like the big one for newington   i always get nervous and excited leading up to it.  After i basically was pushed into playing my .50/1 cash game which forced me to push back my online play to later.  Luckily it was pretty good turn out. It reminded me of some old high school games with many of these people i played in high school with.  It was a good night as i got some dope from dj and he rolled me a blunt.  On top of that i won about 115 so it was a good session.  Even though i flipped the fuck out at matt k.  For basically calling me with bottom pair when i lead out and i never lead out. Even though i did get revenge like the next hand when he did the same thing with middle pair except didnt crack my overpair.  It really hurt his sails as he was battling with this cat jared who played a kind of lag style which mad the game a lot more interestign seeing him battle it out with unpredictable matt k. 
      The session ended at about 12:30 and i spent 2 hours just contimplatign smokinh my blunt and going on the internet to play online.  At liek 1:50 i went out side and smoked the blunt and got maad high yo.  I from literally 2:20 to 4 i was sooooo fucked up.  It was the most high i got yet and i really want to do it again. It relaxes me and relieves so much stress.  Yet it got me mad paranoid i kept turning down my volume on my tv because i thought my parents were coming downstairs.  I remember hearing people yell my name too.I was mad fucked up focusing on the smallest of things when i was watching the Berto-Rodriguez fight on HBO.  I should never watch boxing again high because i was not really focusing on the fighting but on the trunks of hte fighters or the referree.  mainly the referrre i was enamored with the way he moved walked adn talked towards the fighetrers.  igt im out 1 lvoe

recently watched movies:
Blow: 3/5
25th Hours: 5/5

I’m the best player

         So last night i got absolutely trashed after playing 7 games of beer pong going on an unbelievable run 6-1.  I couldnt even stand still i was gone by 9:30.  I ended up sobering up til 12 and still drunk drove home from my boys house.  In the process nearly hitting a pair of parked cars while texting my boy tiggles to see if he wanted to smoke weed with h-wigget.  I got home drank likem 4 cups of water and ate 4 slices of toast and then proceeded to sweat my boy pizz in 30k gtd on full tilt.  While sweating i also attacked some jew Adam Schoenfeld who doesnt deserve to be a friend or member of team full tilt.  I dont think he ever final tabled a wsop or wpt.  He just used to talk on the nuts segments in 05 and 04 of wsop telecasts cause he was opinionated.  Let me tell u this he dont have my opinions.  After that i went outside and shot hoops with my boys tiggs and two black guys that knew how to roll blunts and after pizz got raped he stoped by and we smoked a blunt while shooting hoops.  I was completely lost couldnt find a water bottle that was right in front of tv.  
     I wake up to the sounds of lawnmowers and cars as my mother the genious didnt put the AC on and opened windows.  SO at 7 am im dead tired head aching and stomach not great cant sleep.  That was a poorly constructed sentence but i could careless. I end up end bed waking up every 20 minutes cause it was a great idea to have the windows open.  i eventually get up at 11 or so. Work out and eat a sandwich.  Then sit and play onlijne from 1:45-5. Decent session i won about 80 which is still nice.  Again another session that could have been so much more but the luck wasnt with me today.  After that i started watching blow and i dunno what happened but watching johnny depp smuggle drugs seemed to get my swagger back.  Last year and my senior year of high school i thought i was the best poker player ever.  And carried my self like that.  This year i have basically tried to eliminate my ego as much as possible but today it came back. 
           I ended up going to this live tourney in berlin just knowing i would pwn it.  And i fucking played sick.  After not playing a hand for the first hour i busted just in time so ij could rebuy and add on.  So i had 3k with the blinds i think 100/200 and i limp behind on the button with Ts8s.  Flop comes 7d9hQc  a blind leads out and a mp limper calls i raise it up all in and get them both to fold.  And that led the assualt.  I started dominating stealing blinds, squeezing old immigrants that have no idea wtf im doing.  I end up with 10k at 200/400 and begin to slow down.  But i still continued to steal whenever i could.  At the final two tables my table was with two of the slowest players in mankind.  One guy who almost mouthed off to me cause i told him its like 500 more to call and he had to thijnk for 10 minutes before calling.  Some guys i knew from the meridan cash game were there and were i think a little perplexed at the way i was controlling the table with my blind steals.  In the cash game im a fuckijng nit like david grey.  Late in that crap shoot im playing like a freight train running people over. These old fucks just couldnt handle my style.  I made it to the final table where i could tell the action was mad tight. i began stealing blinds on my button and CO with less than marginal hands just because i was pretty low and i knew those blinds wouldnt call unless they had AA or KK.  With about 8 players left i was in the sb folded to me and i had KJo i pushed for about 30k more 2k/4k blinds and the bb whos an awful player but nice guy thinks and call with AQo.  Of course he wakes up with hand, do i suck out no will you can’t run that good.  Im knocked down to 13k.  I push in utg+1 with QTo and miraculously everyone folds (can u say nitty play).  So eventually i make the money and i look down in the bb with AQs.  its folded to the blinds and the sb completes which is an awful play my only move is all in and by completing he’s pot commiting himself.  I push he calls with K2s.  And he runner runners me but i didnt care i knew i domianted the field.  Everyone did.  Everyone was watching knew i was the best player there i was head and shoulders above anyone there. I feel like phil hellmuth felt after he busted in the 5k plo event at the wsop.  But im actually right in what im saying.  After cashing i still lost money but i dont really care something really big is going to happen to me mad soon.  I’m playing sick and really feel this is the best h-wigget ever.  (this could be because of my newly found marijuana use)

Finally

  So today i had a very productive day.  I woke up at 8am worked out and watched some vids on pokervt for about 3 or so hours.  Then i played 4 hours on ft 6 tabling hoping to end my losing streak.  And it worked but not the substantial win that i first hoped.  It was very up and down as i was as high up as 200 on multiple occasion only to be fucked over hard every fucking time.  I ended up +10 so as u can tell a very positive session.  Now for the rest of the night im either going to go out and play pong or go play a live session in meridan.  Either way im wondering whether i should get high before.
    while playhing my session i listened to the 2+2 pokercast which i have been told sucks by numerous sources.  But sometimes i have nothing else to listen to when pokerroad doesnt update itunes library til 4 hours after their show like neanderthals.  Anyways about 2+2 they shared with the listeners a youtube clip about some congressmans 38 year old son playing 10 cent tourneys on stars.  and let me say this it is the most entertaining thing i’ve seen today
    
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

FUCK MY LIFE

      Alright how bout another losing session for h-wigget who now seems to be card dead where ever he goes.  Which is mad gay!  lost about 300 today and hopefully my boy can call me so i can go get a bag.  But until then i’ll watch david singer’s boring ass blogfessional on pokerroad.  
    So i watched Batman Begins today and all i can really say is that its a rip off of the biblical tale about Sodom and Gamorrha (sp.)  yea i can point out lines that were taken out directly from the bible.  The movie was pretty tight but the car chasing scenes were wack.  Katie Holmes looked hot as fuck in that movie im disappointed she wont be in the Dark Knight, instead we have to watch Maggie Gyllenhalls tattoos. 
       In a little bit im a join up PokerVT and watch the romantic comedy Love Actually if i have time. im out and david singer is still talking as i finish this up.

Recently Watched Movies
Batman Begins: 3/5

Live Games are so Cruel….

      Alright after beginning to seriously begin using marijuana i am -1100 (approx.).  And a lot of that is coming for live cash games.  Live games officially suck!  You play 1 table and the action is mad slow.  And to add to it im also a nit when i play my A game.  And i just came back from meridan where i played 4 hours or so live 1 tabling 1/2.  I was staked again by my boy jp and today was not successful as i lost him 220.  I literally opened 2 hands; JJ and KK.  JJ i won about 40 when i floped top set and didnt get sucked out on when a short stack pushed with a K7s 4 flushing on the flop.  Then I lost 220 when my KK got cracked by 99 on a really sick hand. Im not going to get into now im too biased and on tilt to talk about it.  Tomorrow lets root on Germany when they take on hosts Austria at around 3 pm.  Hopefully they will win and destroy the overrated premadonnas from Portugal in the quaterfinals.  And after i’ll put in a 4 hour session online.  And maybe after i’ll blaze.  We’ll see about the blazing but its definately a possibility. Ok im out gonna watch Batman Begins.

Recently Watched Movies:
Hotel Rwanda- 3/5

Just a quick update

    Alright just wanted to pop on and tell everyone one im stuck for 900 today.  700 online and 200 live.  So good day for h-wiggget finished with getting high.  im out bout to watch hotel rwanda

Recently Watched Movies:
The Incredible Hulk- 4/5 worse than Ironman but still sick